BLAH !!!

I have to be honest and say that I do not like the fact that I do not know what is going on with this form I600A I am waiting on. I have a good idea that I should get used to this feeling that I have right now because I think I am going to become very familiar with it before this process is over. I have friends and clients that ask constantly, "what is going on with the adoption?" It is so hard to explain to someone who has no idea about the way things work.

God is good !!!! As I am sitting here writing this, I received an email from my agency letting me know that the wait list has decreased quite a bit due to a number of referalls. I could almost cry !!! Also, I found out that there are some things I can be getting ready that I was under the impression I had to wait until I had the I600A approval to do. The emotional ups and downs of this are incredible. I am NOT losing site of my hopes for a child at all, but it can feel very discouraging at times. Just when those times come along, usually something good happens, like the email I just received.